: im a degree holder

assalammualaikum

hye!

terkezutt tak tengok gambar kita kecik-kecik??comel kann..haii laa, comel sampai sekarang..muahahahha

motip letak gambar ni?sebab nak teringat zaman muda-muda remaja dahulu..huhu..motip lagi?haha..saja

okayy..dah sebulan kan tak sentuh blog kita sendiri..tapi singgah blog orang lain cepat ja, laju jaa..tambah tambah lagi beautiful nara tuh..perghh, gosip mana ja yang aku tak miss..gosip jiran sebelah yang suka parking sesuka hati depan rumah aku ja yang aku missed!haa kauu, kan dah terkeluar kat sini.(tahan geram jap)

jom kita sembang laju-laju..motip entry ni cerita ni sebenarnyaa.

taraaaaa..

aku dah konvo..alhamdullillah..syukur padaMu Ya Allah..

segala kudrat penat lelah semua dah berbayar..

amin ya rabbal alamin..

haaa..ada perasaan jealous tak?ampunn...

well, semua orang ada peluang untuk macam amik gambar macam ni..

yang penting belajar rajin-rajin ok.

waktu sekolah memang tak pernah bayang langsung akan ada degree dalam tangan but rezeki and perjalanan hidup kita Allah yang tentukan..and alhamdulilah..IM A DEGREE HOLDER!

YEAYYYY!jumping with joy..

aku tak ada diploma..degree ja mampu..muahahhaha..sumpah berlagak!

okay..jom sembang serius..

setelah tiga tahun berbumbungkan bangunan 16 tingkat uitm kampus bandaraya melaka, and finally im graduate..banyak kenangan pahit manis suam masam dan gembira..

ya Allah sungguh aku rindu akan suasana gembira zaman belajar..

last semester belajar tak dapat nak celebrate dengan gembiranya atas sebab-sebab yang tak dapat dielakkan..

but, everything paid off now..

Alhamdullilah..

Allah berikan aku kebahagiaan dengan rezeki yang tak terhingga untuk dikongsi bersama..

to parents, i owe both of you a lot..even tak terbalas dengan segulung ijazah ni..thanks a lot for everything..tahan dengan perangai kita, bagi duit kat kita tak henti2..tahu je angin kita ni macam mana..

to family, sisters, uncles, aunties, cousins and nephew and also niece thanks for all do'a and support..you guys awesome!

to friends, thank you for make me jealous when i see all of you struggling with books and notes! its really heat me up to study..:)

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILAH

life is good

hayqal totally memang dah bosan dengan konvo auntie dia..

haha..

the only words from him, cepat la auntie, panas nii..

kita tak sempat buat apa pon dekat konvo ni, amik scroll, pergi khemah, amik gambar jap dengan kawan-kawan kita lepas tu family kita lepas tu kita balik..almaklum la, crowd ramai sangat kita bawak..heeee

maal hijrah..new chapter begin!

bismillah..assalammualaikum..

hye..

hmmm, dari mana kita nak mula eh?hmmm

haha

i do want to update and keep writing in the blog but its all about time..i dont have time to write..im busy with work..

tender, meeting with client, supplier, deal with project.well, that is my job..site visit, quotation, report from every project and site, its all under me for every month..company image, it is my responsibility..having late night at the office(for tender,obviously)..i work with developing company, we are starting to build our name, to show to people who we are..the work is double and most of the time is triple..when i came home, the only thing i care is my pillow..only god knows how much i need rest so badly..and also, im working on Saturday, every Saturday okkay(half day je la pon).but my half day pon is not till one..i have to stay back at least till two to make sure every single work for the week cleared..hahh..huhh.do not be pressure..haha

i am pressuring myself and expressing myself, to talk about everything thing that i gone through at the moment..saje nak meluahkan perasaan..saje nak memenatkan diri pikir pasal keja lagi time2 cuti aman sentosa macam ni..bole la kan macam ni..aci x?haha

kebetulan hari ni Maal Hijrah..jadi mari kita mulakan semua yang baru..mau dak?alhamdulilah..another year begin..and another new me born..sekarang diri sendiri rasa macam dah matang sikit..kalau dulu lalang..now lalang yang follow kite tau..haha.perasan..

being in the working area teach u so many things..hateness is larger than before..the world is cruel and do not wait for us..we have to catch the world to prove that we should be apart to live in the world..tak caya?cuba try..kena maki, kena marah, kerja tak jalan..past three month ive been crawling to look into the new world..and alhamdulilah, everything hit me well..accept for one thing, i miss the tender(nightmare and disaster gila)..that is when i fall and then i rise up to make sure that the thing will not happen again..so far, alhamdulillah..

be positive and have strong determination is the trick to be success..close your eyes and everything will happened..keep it still..

that is how i believe..when we already set the goal, we will see opportunity at everywhere we go..that is the key and it is what i've been holding from the moment i start to see the real world..

learn not to depends on others..stand on my own feet..dulu aku sangat tak suka kalau kena pegi mana-mana pon sorang..i hate for being left alone..i close with everyone, friend with everyone..make many friends and have lots of friends..and friends remain friends..

korang bayangkan macam mana jauhnya aku berubah sekarang..weekend, i spending my time alone..boring kat rumah pegi merayau kat hutan botanikal sana..pegi joging sana..sampai jumpa mamat tough set deal joging sekali(everytime)..haha..ok, yang ni sensored sket..but friend remain friend(pesan ibu di ingatan):)

i shop all by myself, pegi makan pon sorang-sorang sampai tetiba tiap2 kali pegi terjumpa orang ni orang tu..sudahnya dok buat modal sembang cik kiah kat meja makan..pas tu bye bye, jalan-jalan jumpa lak orang lain..buat borak cik kiah lagi kat depan kedai orang..masa habis macam tu ja..

try to live all by yourself and u will appreciate things more..i am proud with my independentness because it keeps motivated me..except when my car kena masuk bengkel la kann..adoii, memang patah kaki..tak bergerak langsung..duk umah ja..

past teach me a lot..for me past is nightmare..to me, to my family..i dont simply trust others anymore..that is what my boss always teach me..world is bad, so we have to be bad..well, bad in a good way..jangan jadi lembut or else orang akan pijak kita..even kita kecik, tapi kalau  jadi jahat sket, we will win..again(bad in a good way)

why i write and talk about all this?because ive changed..im not the old me anymore..i live for my own happiness..for my family bright future..i cannot change people perception on me but i can change myself from good to better..from worst to best..asalkan semua itu diredha Allah and dibawah restu ibu dan ayah..and also my sweet grandmother..she always tell me to take care of myself..duduk tempat orang, jangan jadi lalang, jangan sesat and jangan ikot orang..kalau kita baik, orang akan datang..jaga diri, jaga perangai..its all matters..

maal hijrah, awal tahun hanya sekali dalam setahun..semua orang ada azam but will it come true..you never know until u set it for yourself..plus i am graduating..hope more to come after this..and to ibu ayah, i know this is the only present that both of you want so far..and how much both of you want to see me climb on the stage, stand on the stage with a scroll..after all happened, we know that there will be no wet tissue and sad episode for us anymore..insyaAllah..

sekarang nak cari duit banyak-banyak..many more to come..banyak lagi impian tak tercapai..be bad and be good at the same time..trust your dreams and chase the times..

family, money, success, dreams, friends and love is all you need..

and solat,do'a, zikir janganlah tinggal..

there will be time when you are down, these three things will keep u awake..practice it and you will see rainbows hiding behind the walls..

salam maal hijrah and make improvement on yourself..

: do i miss my blog?

assalammualaikum uollss!!!
wahahaha..hyeee

do i miss my blog?oh yes i do!really do!

rindu kat theme!rindukan header kat atas ni!yang buat sendiri tuu!(zzzzz) rindukan sinaran pink di blog ini!rindukan segala-gala di page ini!walaupon tak sepopular redmummy and keknis and also kak filla but i really do miss u blog!! *laphingusjap*sehsehseh*

last update 18 july kot kan..adoii..lamanyaa!..sekarang dah oktober and also my birthday pon da lepas..saje tau nk update kat cni..hahaha..nothing special pon this time just alhamdulilah sambut dengan ahli keluarga baru..my babies!my sweet little babies!my sweet little heroes!and also my life!

yang inilah nyawa..i do miss something last year..and still pray for everything to be recovered back but i have happiness in between it, my babies!
*sajetaunkmenyelitkatsini*huhu*sinijetempatmakluahkan*

sekarang, dah masuk alam baru kot la kan..heheh..gedik, padahal orang yang sama ja..i was thinking to change the word to represent myself..from aku to saya maybe, from aku to i maybe, from aku tu kite maybe..auchhh...i was thinking je la kan,.not yet want to change!hmmm...perlu ke tak?memang ada terfikir masa taip ni..tapi tak payah la..pakai yang lama ja la..aku memang suka buang masa pikir benda yang tak releven, benda yang sangat remehh lepas tu buat keputusan tak fikir lepas tu ha mulalah nak menyesal sana sini..my bad!haish.ni dah kenapa nak emo pulak ni..membebel je tau mak jemah ni pasal aku saya i ja ponn..adoii

okay,okay,dah...stopp..tesis dah selamat hantar, result pon alhamdulilah..A bulat ko die bagi..alhamdulilah..first time 4 flat, xpenah penah aku dekan sekali die bagi aku 4 flat tros..amboii ko iili, melompat jauhh..yang result baik-baik semua nak tayang kat sini, tapi yang down buruk buruk kita buat senyap ja okayy..haha

and alhamdulilah jugak bila semua dah settle hantar tu, next monday i got my job interview, dua2 aku pegi tau..dua2 dapat..tapi pilihan dan restu ibu yang penting..throw away kuala lumpur and jom kita amik melaka..walaupon hebat jugak tawaran di sana tapi semua aspek dan risiko haruslah dititikberatkan jua..jadinya, melaka lah tempat berperantauan sekarang..eh,macam sebelum ni duduk singapore..haha

so, isnin interview, selasa dapat call confirm..malam tu teros aku lompat bas balik penang tau..konon konon nak mintak restu ka la kann..tapi tak jugak..sebabnya rabu tu dah mula puasa kan..jadinya mau sambut bersama laa..report duty on monday so sempat la berhari hari di penang..heeeee

lepas seminggu aku kerja, ada pulak something happen..hmmm, tapi tak pe kita stop dulu cite tu..huhu

finally i start to work, dats why la sangat tak sempat nk update tau..habis setel report sume teros i g interview then teros mula kerja..balik rumah dah lewat jugak sebab kan mula kerja during ramadhan so dah sahsah la berbuka kat luar then lewat la sampai rumah..sampai je tros bam bam boom atas tilam..esok bangun pagi dah pegi keja..huhu..weekend la memang busy..invitation sana sini..wah kauu, kalah artis!haha..saje nak menayang laa tuu..:) uishh, tak baik riakk

lepas tu dah raya, kali ni raya kat sini..ibu ayah semua datang melaka..kitorang sambut kat melaka jaa..and also kan adalah satu kisah sedih kat sini..tiga hari before raya aku cirit birit, muntah muntah, demam panas..adoii..badan ni memang lembik sangat2..lepas tu sangat tak boleh nak makan, xleh nak telan makan pon..makan sikit ja muntah,,muntah and muntah..last2 pegi cucuk and alhamdulilah tak de lah sampai nak warded kan..tapi almost one week jugak tak makan..sampai raya pon memang tak makan..tak boleh nak telan pon..aku kan tengok orang makan tu makan ni time raya pon tak de nak terliur..ai is tengok ja..sampai la raya kedua tu kot adoiii, memang tak leh tengok makanan langsung..tengok ja muntah..waktu tu kan memang macam kerempeng..hahaha..perasan..ye la, dah memang tak makan langsung..tapi bila dah sihat tu kan macam sekarang ni, memang aku melantak la tak ingat dunia..jadi lah macam ininya sekarang..hahha..kurus itu hanyalah sementara even though i look nice during that time..but makan still makan..heaven kot..banyak gambar raya dah upload kat ig, memang ak nampak riang ria tapi hakikatnya mood makan memang tak ada langsung..pelik kann..

dah la..just to update what ive been doing all this time..well, lepas ni insyaAllah will keep updating ok..:)

cheer up everyone!life is to enjoy!be beautiful and always think that you are good enough!

: pantai puteri

hello..assalammualaikum..

the story happened three weeks ago, maybe a month ago..i cant remember anymore..haha..but yayasan melaka organized karnival kaki pancing where all the contestant from all around malaysia..yes!im not lying..so, since i finished my practical there, my sweet adorable officemate insist for me to come and replace her to do some job as she want to date with her boyfie!!come on aisyahh!!haha

but i did go..hehhh..because the work pays with money..heee..dats the real reason..besides, miza gonna be there to accompany me..i go there with busu around 11 p.m..yesss, night..the registration start at 6 p.m. the reason why we start early because there will be other contestant from other state..from terengganu, kelantan, pahang, selangor, kedah and so on..kannnn..the registration counter never stop with people..there are still people come to register at 3 a.m, 4 a.m and also subuh..well, the sooner you come, you may choose good spot to pancing..thats the trick..besides the prizes are beyond words!

rm 60'000, rm 60'000, rm 60'000 and so on..motorcycle..proton viva!!
uishh sapa yang tak mauu kannn!

but, since i have to incharge for timbang ikan, my duty are not even start yet!
sooo, as i arrived there, i saw miza..we winked to each other anddddddd hahahhaha lets go to pahlawan walk!!! weeeheeee

 haaa..kann...
we back to pantai puteri around 2 a.m kot..i cant remember anymore..so, we help at the registration counter..

 look at my face!a bit like meroyann!

super duper tired and sleepyy!

but still did not sleep..huwaarghhh

im doing the night shift FOR FUN!

haha..over rajin there!

until 7 a.m..

i stop for subuh and sleep at the chalet provided!

huarghhhh

until 10 o'clock!

get ready!be ready!be beautiful and continue the pancing-pancing event!

i told before my job is to timbang kann..

somebody doing the job!hehhh

but the payment still on behalf of me hokeyhh!

:)

in the meantime!

still awake during subuh!

 thats it!

enough with pancing!

and payment already spent!

huawarghhhh

p/s- ko memang iili, gambar yang cantek, gambar yang gatal-gatal sume ko besarkannn!kannnn zzzzzzzzz

p/s- dont say i didn't change my cloth okeyh!i changed the shirt but not the cardigan not the jeans not the              tudung and not the anak tudung!heeeeeee